My Life In The Dope Lane

And , so I'm back :)

2011-05-12T18:59:00.000+08:00

haha , what can i say ?

I'm in the mood for blogging .

so I figured , yeah maybe i'll start blogging again .

I really need to express myself by typing so - yeah guess i'm gonna start blogging again .

but then again i have nothing much to say

So in about 2 weeks , vee and daddy's coming to melb ,

which means i gotta finish ALL my assignments which probably sums up to around 8 of them .

i've started but there's just so much to do and i'm getting headaches .

anyways , it's really cold now in melb , today it was about 12 degrees , yesterday was down to 9 !

so this is random but i really really miss portia ! :(

so for now , i'm out !

gonna try and finish at least 1 assignment before bed .

Time

2011-05-11T18:10:00.005+08:00

Wow , it has been a while .

I'm suprised it's all still here .

Why is it I always find myself back here ?

Everytime I'm bored I always find myself reminiscing , which tends to lead me back here .

What is it about this blog ?

I just can't seem to let myself forget it , or delete it .

It has too many memories , and yes - I must admit good and bad ones , which probably have shaped my life and the way it's turned out .

“I’ve learned that things change, people change, and it doesn’t mean you forget the past or try to cover it up; it simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn’t mean giving up, it means accepting that some things weren’t meant to be.”

And so , this is what I will do , not because I want to but because it's the right thing to do .
and hopefully , it will be awhile before I'm back here again ,
because I really can't bear the pain of going through all the posts ,
and letting myself hurt over and over again .
so , probably in a few months ,
:)

2010-04-15T23:27:00.004+08:00

some people just cant grow up can they? hahaha

i feel so sorrrry for them, still stuck in highschool drama.

SO IMMATURE

people like these have no life, and only know how to stalk people lol.

i have no idea how they're gonna survive in this world

cause they only have the group they always stick to, no other friends

and all are just the same, are and always will be immature forever

LALA HAIR

2010-04-15T00:43:00.001+08:00

wong hui yinn describes my title. :)

lalalalalalala hair -_-

yucks,ewwwwwwwww i hate.

and i hate fake bimbo hair

5 Months

2010-04-15T00:08:00.002+08:00

Wow, it's been a looooong looong time. 5 months since i last blogged.

in australia nowwww, been very homesick, missing malaysia' food loads, and no not the weather,

i've lost the passion for blogging and now i have no idea what to write,

but then again i never really wrote alot, it was all photos,

i'm coming back in june, and i'm really excited to see everyone!

so i shall write again soon,

till then!!!

2009-12-13T01:29:00.001+08:00

OMG. it's been ages.
so hello.
spm is over.
and i think i'll make a new blog :)

The RSGC Amateur Ladies Open

2009-08-13T23:48:00.013+08:00

After 4 days of golf including the practice round, it's finally over. I'm soo exhausted. So anyways, today i played 85. Not badla i came 20th out of the whole field. We finished around 1.30 then after that it was the prize giving ceremony. It started with the fashion show that i was supposed to be in but in the end i pulled out cuz i didn't go for my fitting and i abandoned Mey Chyi. haaha. Anyways the ladies modeled clothes from liz claiborne and watches from Bedat and Co. Aunty Leena and Auntyu Margaret was damnn pro. ahhah then Mey Chyi finally came out and Ai Ching screamed hey SEXY hahah. She was wearing a RM 22000 watch. Then they gave away lucky draw prizes. Mey Chyi got a glass set, Ai Ching got a toaster and I got a ball picker. we were playing with it and seeing whether it could touch the ceiling and it did! SOO funn haha. Then we tapau-ed loads and loads of food. and we toook loadss of pictures. Okay so summary we had fun, even though we did really badly. Hope to join again next year if I'm here. Playing golf with ching and chyi on sunday again, haha no caddies and ribbons.
okay i'm gonna sleep now i'm so exhausted. NIGHTTT! :)
And i'm not gonna go school tmr, so monday i HAVE to go. DAMNN
Oh and photos are below.

The 35th RSGC LADIES AMATEUR OPEN 2009
The scoreboard.
Me. we were hanging out in the ladies room.
My fav pic of Chyi hahah
Me, Ching, Chyi, Aunty Connie

I'm in the programme book.:)
Ching's failed attempt haha
Our old RSGC tree
Chyi's transvestite look as Ching says. haha
Yummmmy sushi
I didn't get to eat this. there was no more :(
Chyi modeling with her Bedat and Co watch.
A glass set she won for lucky draw
A toaster she won for lucky draw
A ball picker i won for lucky draw
I look like the One-eyed-girl
Yes Chyi playin with the ball picker
It touched the ceiling
The Hole In One Prize. No one got it.
The food i tapau-ed. I took the most haha
We're all so greedy
Ching took some too.
Ours haha.
We share all.
LOL. I WON ALL. cuz i played under haha.

ANOTHER COW-ish DAY

2009-08-12T21:48:00.004+08:00

okay played 7 strokes better than yesterday, but still bad.
todayyyy was sooo fun
after we finished me ching and chyi sat around the club and lepaked
we went to the pool and washed our feet by the pool.
then we took a big walk around the pool.
then we saw aunty rosie and aunty aileen walking towards the green
so "we" as in me decided to follow hhaha
mey chyi and ching followed
and we were wearing slippers on the course ahha
then after that, mey chyi and ching sent me home
we couldn't fit the golf bag in the boot so it was on my lap
and mey chyi got stung by a wasp.
anyways i made the stupid cut!
while we were in the car, aunty rosie called me
she was like ai-dee stop lepaking with your friends and come and practice
LOL
ughhh im so tired i dont wanna play tmr! NO FAIR
anywayss soooo excited for the foood tmr and MEY CHYI'S FASHION SHOW
haha
night peopleeee
oh oh hoh and im wearing green and white tmr! and a grenn ribbon! :)

A Cow-ish Day

2009-08-11T22:25:00.004+08:00

shit played like a mad cow today
i shot 97, ching 100, and mey chyi 105
and we're a team hahaha
i think we're like alot over handicap
i played worse than a 24 handicapper
ching and mey chyi said we played badly cuz we were wearing the red ribbon
hahha still wearing the blue one tmr though
gonna go swimming with ching and me chyi tmr yayyy
anyways im supposed to be sleeping now
gotta go to the club at 6.30 tmr
nightssss
i love our outfits =)

2009-08-09T23:18:00.002+08:00

ohhhh goshhh. i'm aching sooo badly! :(
i cant wait to get all my goodies tmr!! yayyyy
cant wait cant wait cant wait!! =)

2009-08-05T22:14:00.000+08:00

i have a really bad cough. oh yeah, ai-vee has H1N1. and i went to the hospital this morning, it's unlikely that i haave it cuz i have no fever. vee miss you at home.
i'm quarrantined in my own room.
i wanna get out and play golf!;(
and mum's currently in sabah:(

2009-08-03T21:07:00.000+08:00

i miss my sister who's in the hospital! :(

2009-07-28T21:45:00.003+08:00

ugh i'm sooo stressed out.
trials are in a month
i've been mugging seriously
and now there's freaking prom to handle
why? why? why?
why does everything have to be this year?
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
lord, i'm begging you
please help me
release me from stress

2009-07-23T22:28:00.002+08:00

damnnnnnn
why can't SPM come already?
i wanna get the hell outta here.
i'm sick and tired of malaysia
i wannnnnnttt koreaaaa
tick tock tick tock
the clock is taking ages until November 19
i'm waiting for that moment, when the bell rings on the last day of spm
and finally i;m done with high school
BUT that's months away
gee, thanks lord

2009-07-17T23:23:00.001+08:00

WONG AI-LYNN HAVE A SAFE FLIGHT!!
HOPEFULLY I'LL SEE YOU IN KOREA IN DECEMBER KAY???

now i'm sad, lynny lefttttt!
too sad to blog about harry potter
will do it tmr!

2009-07-17T00:13:00.001+08:00

Lynny is going to Korea tmr!! i'm so sad and happy at the same time! :(:(:(::]

2009-07-14T21:19:00.002+08:00

i am so sick of school! i hate studying eventhough i have been
and i;ve been feeling more and more sleepy
since lynny came back, been spending time with her
hahaha we're gonna watch harry potter on thursday
and then on friday she's leaving to korea! :(
i think my life is at peace now :)
yayyy i'm freeee :)
and soon i'll hopefully be goin to aussie
and might go for the july intake so i can go to korea for a longer time :)
i'm happy with my life now
love my friends
love my family!
Ai-Dee is finally at peace ya'll!
I LOVE THE WORLD:)

I Have A Story To Tell.. :D

2009-07-10T19:35:00.006+08:00

Ladies and Gentlemen, Boys and Girls,
Here's a story I must share with all of you,

Once upon a time in a land far away,
lived a whore named SLUTFACE
and a flirt named DESPERADO,
Now, let's take a look at their long journey together through all the backstabbing, cheating and lying to the people around them who they treated as their servants.

FLASHBACK NO. 1
Slutface had an open house, and cheated on her boyfriend by kissing Desperado.
After the incident, She got mad and ignored Desperado because she PLANTED one on him first.

FLASHBACK NO. 2
Slutface's boyfriend broke up with her and she found out he cheated on her. DEAR, What Goes Around Come's Around. Don't you know that? And then she had the NERVE to complain to people that her boyfriend cheated on her?

FLASHBACK NO. 3
Slutface starts a FLING with this guy, but also flirts with DESPERADO and a million more guys.
And when i asked her why she didn't want anyone to know why she was going out with this guy, she said because she JUST GOT OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP.

FLASHBACK NO.4
Desperado is in "love" with Slutface, She rejects him, He hates her.

FLASHBACK NO.5
After rejecting Desperado, still goes out with that guy and then maybe a week later POOF she's suddenly IN "LOVE" with Desperado!

FLASHBACK NO.6
DESPERADO IS DESPERATE hahha... they GET TOGETHER AND THEY "LOVE" each other

Conclusion, she cheats on her boyfriend,
Her boyfriend cheats on her,
He breaks up with her. :D
She starts dating another guy,
A week later she doesn't like the guy anymore,
Then she dates DESPERADO.
And Desperado is so desperate? hahahhah

In the end, Slutface and Desperado lived happily ever after in their own world with no servants to boss around and no friends.

Anyone wanna take a bet how long they'll last? :)
I think less than a month?

Slutface, Desperado, PROVE ME WRONG KAY???

ps sorry brey i couldn't help it la... :)
and i feel so mean right now! hahaha
but they DO deserve it.:)

and HE says we're being childish by posting all this..
have you seen your slut girlfriend's blog?
i never knew you had a dark side,
a side i've never seen before, the side you never revealed to me
I regret every minute i wasted on you!
because i never knew the real you
and if i could turn back time, i wish i never even met you!
You made me do this, and i'm not sorry!

My Middle Name Is and Will Always be Bitch :)

2009-07-08T17:41:00.016+08:00

It's TRUE!
MY BEST POST EVER! :)
The MOMENT MOST OF YOU HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR IS FINALLY HERE!!!! YAYYYY
DEDICATED TO HY, BREY, for You guys, because i know you agree ;)

DUM DUM DUM DUM DUM

SLUT: MY PATIENCE HAS REALLY REACHED IT'S LIMIT!!
PLEASE STOP!! HUI YINN, AUBREY YOU HEAR THAT?
PLEASE STOP!! hahaha...
If not right I'll BE EMO AGAIN
THEN I'LL COMMIT SUICIDE,, you know why?
BECAUSE I WANT PEOPLE TO PITY ME
and because that's the only thing i know how to do! :D

Tell me slut,
was it worth it winning the guy?
but losing all of your friends over it?
because i don't see any of your "friends" defending you
i'm SURE IT WAS TOTALLY WORTH IT RIGHT?
and what kinda excuse is a guy being short and that's why you dont wanna take him to prom?
lie to your friends faces?
Think only about yourself and your stupid feelings and no one elses?
typical you,
those excuses comes from a person like you,
a cold hearted person with a HEART OF STONE
SELF CENTRED SLUT
dear, im sorry you ever met me
because you don't know how i'm like when you mess with me
TRUST me You ain't seen NOTHING yet
SLUT, I'M GOING TO DESTROY YOUR LIFE
and make you regret ever KNOWING me!
so in the mean time, HAVE FUN,
Pretend that you're not emo and you're having the time of you life,
put on the huge fake smile you're always wearing,
Show your fake side to everyone,
because your EX friends, actually know your true colours,
and its not the innocent little angel you're acting as
i from the start has hated the phrase "SIEN Lor!!"
i'm sooo glad this happened!
wait, when people see who you actually are,
then you'll realize "oh shit i should NOT HAVE MESSED WITH HER"
soon.. hmm. lets see,...you'll have NO FRIENDS! :) yayyyyy!
because maybe you don't know, i'm capable of anything!
bye slut! :)
have a good life while it last's!
oh by the way, i put a curse on you,
and you'll soon deserve what you deserved a long time ago,
the people you hurt WILL get their revenge,
i PROMISE
and i SWEAR it'll hurt like mad!
until you FEEL LIKE COMMITING SUICIDE :)

oh by the way it's soo true, I'M THE BITCH, YOU'RE THE SLUT! :)
read the title and look at the photo! :D
I'd rather be a bitch
than a SLUT like you :O

2009-07-06T22:34:00.002+08:00

I dont wanna go to school!!!!!!!! :( :( :(
Lynny come back quick!

COMING SOON: A DEDICATION TO THE BITCH :) (request from aubrey chee)
WARNING: THE NEXT POST IS ABOUT TO GET A 100 TIMES MORE BITCHY THAN ANY OF MY PREVIOUS BITCHY POSTS!
MAKE SURE YOU READ IT! :)

i know you terasa whover "you" are!
go and emo la then pergi mati! :)
Thats all you know how to do kan?

BAJET hahaha

2009-07-06T17:27:00.004+08:00

Cheer 09.. hahah fun.. we sat at xaviers.. and im lazy to post anything so just photos kayyy

2009-07-04T22:49:00.001+08:00

im soooo tired! :(
cheer was good
anchorz however was not!
did not make top 15!
didn't deserve it anyways
okay nighty nightttt!

Life Is Great :)

2009-07-03T22:04:00.004+08:00

Pontenged school today went to gym with mum,
Lynny is coming back next week!! YAY
watched one tree hill
random random random
They are making me go to cheer tmr! and sunday! OC YOUR FAULT :)
seeee yaaaa!

What A Day

2009-07-02T23:10:00.002+08:00

welll today haha alot happened
but i'm soo totaally fine now..
with all the betrayal and hurting and fighting,
A Leopard Never Changes It's Spots
so seems like it was meant to be like this..
anyways who cares anymore, i'm leaving soon and i'm really glad
i'm so totally over stupid people and high school
so anyways today me vee and mum went to the intro cocktail for the Methodist Ladies College in Melbourne, so yeah... might be thinking of doing year 12 there in boarding school next year and ai-vee might me joining me... yyayyy outta outta MALAYSIA hahah! it sounds soo fun!! anywaysssss, on the phone with wilson now chaoo

Betrayal

2009-07-01T23:07:00.003+08:00

words cant express my feelings now
i'm depressed
To you,
i can't believe what you did
after all we've been through
the same thing is happening again
and you don't realize it
trust me this time i mean it
i won't ever look at you the same way again
i won't let myself ever repeat the same mistake
something inside me has changed
and i hate you , and always will

2009-06-25T22:47:00.001+08:00

i have a flu!! :(
i have tuition tmr! havent finished add maths hwk! :(
i wannnnnaa watch transformers!! :(
i need to shop!! :(
i need sleep! :(
and i hate my i phone! :(

2009-06-23T22:22:00.001+08:00

145 days

2009-06-20T23:33:00.002+08:00

DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN YOU FREAKINGGGG I PHONE I HATE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!

AND I HATE HATE HATE BAKING FREAKING CUPCAKES!

2009-06-18T22:56:00.001+08:00

i have a game against KGNS tmrrr... yayyyyyyyyyyy!

2009-06-16T23:34:00.001+08:00

hi everyone GOOD NIGHT!!! :)

2009-06-15T20:56:00.002+08:00

here i vow never again will i stay up until 6 am and go to school the next day!
i am sooo sooo soooo sleepy! went to school felt so hyped up and then by the end of recess i was fallin asleep and so i slept during bm and teacher woke me up!! for what?? gor her blooody long long long lecture! ughhhh!
anywayssssss will continue blogging later currently doing math! :O and maybe after i finished watching a bit of tvvv..
i know shocking im actually doing work.. well i vowed and promised after those two weeks of holidays i'll concentrate as in totally concentrate so SPMMMMM here i comeeeee!!! ;)

2009-06-15T04:26:00.002+08:00

ITS 4.27 in the morning AND IM STILL AWAKE!! I CANT FREAKING SLEEEEEP!!!!!! :)
SCREWWWW SCHOOOLLL TMR!! AHHH

2009-06-14T22:59:00.000+08:00

DAMNNNNNNNNNNN SCHOOLS STARTNG TOMORROW!! :( :( :( :(
im sooooooo not readyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy for it !!!!!! Boooohoooooooooooooooo!! :(
i want holidays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PICS AGAIN now from Bangkok Jazzzz

2009-06-12T19:54:00.002+08:00

the most disgusting drink!! eww

2009-06-10T00:50:00.000+08:00

omg i've been voting non-stop im so sleepy now!!!!! OKAY NIGHTY NIGHT!!!! :)
lynny gimme a list of DBSK songs u want me to burn okayy nite

2009-06-08T00:11:00.003+08:00

i ammm sooooo tired seriously!!! wooowwwww this holidaysss,, been going out like mad and mums pissed cuz i didn't study! ;) anyways me and vee toook ai-lee to watch monsters vs aliens.. i fell asleep in the cinema.. which explains that the movie was so so so so totally boring!! WHAT A WASTE OF MONEY!! haha only lee enjoyed it,, then we went for din at ampang point and after that i finally studied haha!! hopefully mum will let me go CLUBB-ing on thursday withh themmm,,
okayyy im lazy and im tired byee!!! :0
MAU MABUK LAGI?? ;D HAHAHA

2009-06-07T01:36:00.001+08:00

OKAY NOW IM WATCHING BOYS OVER FLOWERSSS..
been voting like hell.. my fingers are numb!!
sometimes i think people should just mind their own bussiness!!
ughhhh some people make me sick!
anywayz gonna continue BOYS OVER FLOWERS-ing nowww.. chaoooo

2009-06-06T01:55:00.002+08:00

hey DBSK won the Battle of the Bands on Channel V!! hahaha i didnt know!! yay!! DBSK-AYYYYY!!! :D
IN YOUR FACE STUPID SUPER JUNIOR :) hahahahhha

2009-06-06T00:55:00.001+08:00

omg laaaa heavens postman is so freaking saddd..
JAEEEE STOP BREAKING MY HEART!! i wanna watch it now!! :(

2009-06-05T21:08:00.002+08:00

OM FREAKING G,
wanna know whats freaking breaking my heart? THIS: OUCHHHH!!

okay enough STOP !!!!!! :(

2009-06-03T23:26:00.003+08:00

PICS PICS PICS PICS PICS

2009-06-03T22:56:00.001+08:00

omg im soooo tired.. saya sudah mabuk hahaha!!! SHHHHHHSHHHHHHHHH :D

2009-05-30T01:43:00.000+08:00

im really really sad now.. cinderella man is sooo sad!! :(

2009-05-29T00:49:00.002+08:00

hhahaah just thought of a really funny joke which i;ll keep to myself! i feel like bursting out in laughter hahahahahahahahahahhahaha!!! still CINDERELLA MAN-ing and DBSK-ing hahahha :D
and and and i changed the header title hahah :D

SO MANY THINGS TO DO SO LITTLE TIME!!

2009-05-28T22:08:00.006+08:00

I am sooo happy that holidays are here!! seriously there are so many things i wanna do and there's only two weeks!! :( ;(

okay so here;s what i have to do during this two weeks:
1. Shopping which is divided into so many segmets:
- First on my list FOREVER 21 so it means a whole day in PAVILLION
- Sungai Wang (cant find a bloody white skirt.. all of them are either too long or not white)
- I need new shoes as in flats
- Sunway Pyramid ( shopping there is really good)
- New sunglasses
- More accesorries
- 1 Utama ( mum promised to take us there to shop)
2. Go out on wednesday with the gang :D
3. Take Ai-Lee to watch monsters and aliens
4. Study.. i seriously need to catch up
5. Finish watching Cinderella Man
6. Catch up on myyy DBSK :D
7. Maybe get my ears pierced again

OHH DADDY I THINK EVEN THOUGH WE'RE NOT GOING OUT OF THE COUNTRY FOR A VACATION, ITS GOING TO COST YOU EVEN MORE HAHHAA!! :D

HOLIDAYS COME ALREADYYYYY!!! :)

Ai-VEE's DOLPHIN BOY T-SHIRT

2009-05-28T21:03:00.004+08:00

HERE LYNNY FOR YOU!! sorry i didnt get her shocked expressions cuz i was tooooo excited about it myself hehehhehe :D now enjoy byeeee

hhaahha SO CUTE

2009-05-27T23:46:00.000+08:00

lynny i will update about the t shirt later im busy now.. watching cinderella man and DBSK on x-man hhahaha :D

2009-05-26T22:45:00.002+08:00

had accounts today.. ii dont know what to say about it!.. anyways shinee just released a new song from their upcoming mini album ROMEO, the songs called juliette! take a listen who knows you might like it?? i know thats what happened to me :D
DBSK is currently in china for their mirotic tour again!! Saranghae!! :D

2009-05-25T19:08:00.000+08:00

i have a very good feeling that the reason i might not get into trinity is because of ACCOUNTS.. and now its to freaking late to drop it!! DIE TMR!!!!!!

2009-05-24T22:51:00.001+08:00

im really lazy to blog abt IDP la.. anyways.. watching princess hours now... maybe continue later

Jae Joongs Abs!!

2009-05-24T01:44:00.004+08:00

okay i was gonna blog but now JJ'S ABS have distracted me i'm watching him take off his shirt!! ~DROOLING~ so i'll blog about the IDP opne day tmr!! BYEEEEEEEEEEEEE :D ;D

LOOK LOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH MY GOD AHHH
Nose bleed!!

I"M STILL CURRENTLY ADDICTED TO HUG!!! ;D

2009-05-23T02:54:00.002+08:00

Music Bank was boring cuz NO DBSK
DBSK IS LOSING!! :( .. VOTE CASSIES VOTE!!
currently addicted to hug! :D oo so random
its 2.57 in the morning.. maybe i should sleep ne??

2009-05-22T23:48:00.005+08:00

WARNING This post is gonna be very very long..

FIRST LET ME START OFF WITH THIS:

I HATE YOU KRIS ALLEN!! you soooo do not deserve to win!! stupid church singer with NO PERSONALITY AND NO TALENT!! STUPID AMERICA!! I'M NOT WATCHING AMERICAN IDOL ANYMORE!! i'm serious!

ADAM LAMBERT DESERVES THE AMERICAN IDOL TITLE!! oh well we all know better anyways..

SECONDLY, tomorrow i'm going for the IDP OPEN DAY!! :)

THIRDLY, i am going to fail ACCOUNTS!! ii hate it!!

FOURTH, mummy went to the ambassador of Thailand's fairwell party yesterday, she met the wife of the chairman of SAMSUNG, which DBSK ALSO DID A PROMO for... so anyways, they're korean.. so my mum was like telling her that her daughters were into this korean boy band called DONG BANG SHIN KI.. and then she was like yea they're very big in korea., and then mum told her that Ai-Lynn was going to Korea to study for a year and that i was going to visit her at the end of the year.. and the woman was like oh!! then she said that if we needed anything we should give her a call!! omg!! just imagine if DBSK has a concert during december!! and if the woman gets us invited!! omg omg omg i'm gonna die!!~~~ okay now back to reality!! so mum exchanged numbers with her.. she even gave us her korean number!! anyways so then mum found out she was a member of RSGC, so i told mum to invite her to play golf with us!! im so freaking excited!!! hahah okay next,

FIFTH, DBSK IS IN THE FINALS OF THE BATTLE ON CHANNEL V AND THEY"RE AGAINST BLOODY SUPER JUNIOR!! :( I hate SUJU and currently dbsk is losing to them!! VOTE VOTE VOTE!!!!! heres the link www.channelv.com..♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

and now i'm watching music bank, and i've been DBSK-ing watching all of DBSK mv's!! ahh how is it i never get tired of looking at them?? :D
okay so i'll continue laterrrr

2009-05-20T22:41:00.002+08:00

tired of studying sejarah seriously!! WILSON JAMES WHERE ARE YOU?? 3 MINUTES MY ASS :S!!.. anyways relaxing now with some DBSK SOOTHING THERAPY!! :D.. oh watched american idol!! go adam!! okay gotta get back to my boys ne!! bye

Stand By You

2009-05-18T21:28:00.001+08:00

STAND BY YOU by DBSK

Since the day you left without a word of goodbye
I feel that the scenery around me has changed.
The promise I made
that I would become your everything
and the incomplete memories
have also changed.

When you were crying by yourself back then,
if only had I run to you
you would still be by my side.
If I was given one more chance,
I would tell you once again
that I love you.
But the words that contain my overflowing feelings
cannot reach you anymore.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
And I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Just once more,
I want you to stand at my back with your tied hair
asking me "Guess who it is~~~"
and expecting me to say out your name.*
Just the two of us being silly like that day by day.

I can't forget you,
But the truth is, I don't want to forget you.
I can't feel even a bit of happiness
because you're not by my side.
No matter how hard I try,
I'll end up crying
and my tears just won't stop.

Where are you now?
Who are you being with?
What kind of clothes are you wearing?
What are doing and laughing at?
I am right here.
Even now, I am right here.
I still believe that we will see each other again.
You're the only one I'm thinking of.

Therefore, I am right here
singing the song by myself.
Even though I don't have any reason to embrace this pain anymore,
I can't help doing it.

Even if I know that the days
when you were by my side making my world shine
won't come back again,
and no matter what will happen,
no matter how far I'm lost,
I never ever want to forget that my heart has chosen to love you.

No matter where you are,
no matter who you are being with,
no matter what kind of dream you are dreaming of,
or what you are doing and laughing at,
I will be here forever.
Even now, I right am here,
believing in a day that we will meet again.

This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.
This feeling won't change,
and you are the only one I'm thinking of.

ITS OH SOOO SAD!!:( .. today was econs paper 1 okay la... tmr is science g2g study!!

2009-05-17T18:14:00.003+08:00

been doin add maths project... finally done.. now have to study ekonomi.. anyways lynny smsed me from aussie.. my bill is naiking la. ahhah anyways daddy is cmin back from bangkok today.. he bought loads of prezzies he said yyayyyy! :) that'll brighten up my day.. i really hope soo... okay g2g ampang point now.. chaooo

I'm A BITCH :)

2009-05-17T18:13:00.004+08:00

okay the title was random haahahh...
do i care?? yeah right.. in a million years i still wouldn't care :)
WHO F****** CARES?? :D

2009-05-14T21:39:00.001+08:00

today was add maths.. paper 2 was okay but paper 1 omg what can i say? it was damn freakinggg hardd!!!!! ahh i hate it!! damn laa.. and tmr is moral.. Anyways... watched american idol just now,, YAY ADAM LAMBERT IS IN THE FINALS!! and yay danny is out!! i think adam will win next week.. okay g2g study the nilai's..
byeee

2009-05-13T23:48:00.001+08:00

hey guys.. today was maths... umm i think i did okay.. paper 2 was easier than paper 1.. now its 12 and i'm still up doin add maths :( im soooooo soooo slepppyy.. but i havent finished doing all the exercises so i dont think i'll be sleeping tonite!! kayy so g2g get back to it
byeeeee hopefully the add maths will be easy tmr.. i doubt it
:(

2009-05-12T21:42:00.001+08:00

so today was english.. i think i did well.. umm tmr is maths so gotta go study!! so little time left!! spm is closer than we actually think!! shittttt
dear lord help me please :)
bye

2009-05-11T19:36:00.004+08:00

Had BM paper 1 and 2 today,, i think i screwed it.. shit :(
Tomorrow's English gotta go read literature now byee

oh and LYNNY I KNOW RIGHT?? SHE'S SO CUTE THOUGH!! NEVER LAUGHED SO MUCH IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!! MUM WAS HAPPY THOUGH. SHE SAID ITS THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS!! YEA RITE WHEN IT COMES TO US SHE SAYS WHAT? THATS MY PRESENT?? BULL HHAHA

SONG OF MY DAY TODAY: Purple Line by DBSK

I GOT THE SECRET CODE :)

2009-05-09T23:16:00.009+08:00

okay so today stayed at home and studied for like half a day.. then we went to great eastern mall Alexis for dinner.. then we saw cupcakes so we decided to but one box for my mum and i for my grandmaa... they look so yummy.. so anyways went to Alexis, i had nasi lemak it was the best dish out of all.. everyone kept eating my food.. then we had Tiramisu for dessert.. then we went to speedy to look for latest DBSK cd's.. Then i saw THE SECRET CODE CD which i have been waiting for , for months and finally its here.. so i grabbed it and then saw MIROTIC VERSION C and me and vee grabbed that too hahah.. anyways then we came back home and mum was like where's my mothers day present? and i got an idea and i told vee that we should give the MIROTIC VERSION C to her as a joke.. so ai-lee gave her present first.. it was five fake roses which she bought from school which they recycled from teachers day!! so cute haha we were laughing so much and then she wrote this note that says, "MUM WHEN YOU PASS AWAY, YOU"LL ALWAYS BE MY LOVER, I LOVE YOU" hahaha and another one "MOMY, I LOVE YOU YOU WILL ALWAYS BE MY MOTHER!! my mum was like laughing so much.. ahha then we gave her the mirotic cd she was like i dont wanna stare at them cuz inside was a mirotic mouse pad too!! hahah so she says we owe her a prezzie!! seriously i;ve never laughed so much in my life anyways I"M SOOO HAPPY I GOT THE SECRET CODE YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! and plus there's a bonus dvd which includes my fav music videos!! ESPECIALLY MIROTIC AND PURPLE LINE!! yayyyyy TODAY WAS A GOOD DAY!! :) photos now: OH YEAY I CAN NOW CROSS OF MIROTIC VERSION C AND THE SECRET CODE OF MY LIST!! :D

the yummy cupcakes the one for my grandmathe envelope ai-lee used to put the presents it says ANUGERAH KATEGORI LAYARAN TERBAIK hahasee recycled!! HAPPY TEACHERS DAYthe most hilarious notePASS AWAY HUHmum so happy with ai-lee cuz she actually bought her presentswhen she saw the MIROTIC CD hahahamummys mothers day gifts happiest moment of the day!! THE SECRET CODE AND MIROTIC VERSION C

OH SHIT EXAMSSS NEXT WEEK!! MY HEAD IS GOING TO EXPLODE!!! nvm DBSK"S STAND BY YOU RELAXES ME!! :P
and i think everytime i blog i'll put a song of the day

SONG OF MY DAY TODAY IS: STAND BY YOU by DBSK :)

okay good night i'm off to dream about JJ

2009-05-08T23:27:00.002+08:00

Our cook lan cheah made loh mai kai todayyyy yummmyyyy and i ate loads of her longan pudding.. and now i'm bloated great..

TODAY I"VE BEEN ADDICTED LIKE HELL TO THE SONG FOREVER BY BoA.. umm i have golf tomorrow so good nitee

The Secret Code Concert!!

2009-05-07T23:17:00.002+08:00

[INFO] 090504 TVXQ Concert Song List

1. Secret Game
2. Share The World
3. Why did I end up falling for you?
4. Take Your Hands
5. Stand Up!
6. Beautiful you
7. 9095
8. My Destiny
9. FORCE
10. Purple Line
11. 呪文-MIROTIC
12. Heart,Mind and Soul
13. Wasurenaide
14. Begin
15. Nobody Knows
16. TAXI
17. Forever Love
18. Box in the ship
19. “O” -正·反·合
20. Choosey Lover
21. Sky
22. Somebody To Love
23. Summer Dream
24. Survivor
ENCORE
25. The way U are
26. Break up the shell
27.Stand By U
28. Kiss The Baby Sky
29. Ｂｏｌｅｒｏ

I wanna see them so badly!! :(:(
The tour here is still trying to be pushed through!! HOPEFULLY everything works out well so i can finally see them!

ANYEONG!! :)

2009-05-07T21:50:00.008+08:00

ANYEONG people!! haha okay means hello in korean.. havent blogged in a while.. loads have happened.. well i think.. umm we got our class t-shirts which by the way are a MESS.. umm diagnostics are next week and sejarah we're only in chp 2, and i have no clue about whats going on in freaking accounts.. okay so there's been some stuff going on and uh well lets just say i'm pissed and stressed again? okay so i'm gonna go studdyyy now.. exams are bloody important starting from now for so called "my future" uhuh okay so chaoo ppl :) oh oh OH AND I ALSO MISS LYNNY ALOT!!! i cant wait to go to korea!! :( and and and i;m still in loveee with DBSK! and Jae Joong.. they're currently in JAPAN for THE SECRET CODE TOUR!! :( .. oh BTW JunSu sprained his ankle so he cant dance ahaha.. poor him.. he's snging on a wheel chair.. and i can;t wait for their single STAND BY U to come out.. :( it comes out July 1st.. :( i have to wait soo bloody loong.. i tell you, they're songs are only just getting better..YAY anyways,, below are recent jj pics.. i've been longing to upload them but i never got around to it.. looking at his face makes me calm haha :) kayy byee! :)

ahhhhh:Dmy swweet jj pushing xiah on the wheel chair .. :):)ignore what he's wearing haha poor junsu on the wheel chair!! hope u get better soon!

2009-04-21T21:29:00.002+08:00

so anyways,,, yesterday i posted a post and i didnt have time to finish it.. okay so like i said i've been shopping like crazeeee this month... all the money i;ve spent on clothes, bags, sunglaasses,,, oh yeah and my iphone.. heheh.. so yeah i think im gonna make a budget for how much i can spend a month or NOt.. my dads paying for it so hmm i dont think i will.. but i made a promise that i'll limit myself the next time.. hahah.. soooo Prom planning is getting a bit zzzzzzz.. but what the hell rite.. i took the job.. oh yeah did i mention?/i HAVENT been studying T_T.... cuz ive been watching korean dramas again..
I promise, starting from next month i'll staart studying..
so well i dont think im gonna be updating in a while.. im just too lazy.,
Chao

2009-04-20T22:21:00.002+08:00

omg i shopped so much this month.. anyways, just watched full house and cried my eyes out again.. yeesterday was one litre of tears..i hate school i dont wanna goooo tmrrr
haihhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

im addicted to the song i think i love you from full housee... :(

2009-04-06T22:57:00.000+08:00

I AM REALLY REALLY STRESSED!!! :(

2009-03-30T00:02:00.000+08:00

i always feel depressed after i'm sick.. why??? anyways its the ending of march shit la.. i really need to study i have no time left.. SHIT SHIT SHIT

2009-03-26T00:10:00.000+08:00

I'm sick again.. high fever, backache, headache.. what does it sound like to you? yes yes suspected denggi again!! haiihhh

2009-03-18T23:44:00.003+08:00

okay so long time no update... i've been sick so hhaha.. anyways aubrey wanted me to update.. nah nah done byeeee

LOL

2009-03-11T21:43:00.001+08:00

2009-03-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

I LOVE THE MUSIC VIDEO FOR KISS THE BABY SKY!! MY JAE JOONG SMILES SO MUCH AHH !! :D

2009-03-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

i'm sick.. i have a fever, flu and cough!! ughhh i hate the weather!

2nd day..

2009-03-04T19:23:00.000+08:00

WILSON THIS IS FOR YOU TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED IN CLASS!! :(
the 2nd day without you there.,,

WILSON JAMES!

2009-03-03T22:04:00.006+08:00

wilson james.. this post is for you..

haih where do i start??

I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

the person that was always there for me is now gone.. the one who had my back if i had any problems, the one who helped me in the tests...,:D the one who i could always bully, the one who if i needed hepl i knew i could turn to.. the one who used to annoy me in class, the one who let me tiru his homework, but now he's gone... A FRIEND.. a good friend, a best friend..

wilson, we're all a mess without you.. and you know it.. i'm not trying to make you feel guilty or sad.. i just need to let it out. and i'm sorry if i have ever hurt you.. and know that you'll always be one of us!! and YOU'LL ALWAYS BE IMPORTANT TO ME!! You will never be a stranger to us and make sure you keep in touch!! GAMBATEH WILLY!! I know you'll do well in your new school and SPM!! MAKE US PROUD!! WE MISS YOU LOADS!!

everything has changed, now that you've left,, but don't worry about us, we just need time..
things will never be the same for us now.. but know that we want you happy so CHILL hahah!!

Remember us always,

Your friend, Ai-Dee
:)

Pav

2009-03-01T22:36:00.001+08:00

photos from oc...

bloody bored waiting for jen and alia
"A" for Amethyst
at sakae sushi

SPORTS DAY 09

2009-02-28T22:21:00.010+08:00

today was our last sports day..so sad rite? okay i'll be emo by the end of this post hhaha.. well.. it was fun.. we mostly took photos the whole day.. and especially with WILSON JAMES!! his last day!! lol okay so um AMETHYST won again.. DUH AS USUAL.. 4 times in a row baby!! anyways.. umm perbarisan we got 4th, but i thought they did really well.. cheer up les.. haha.. and tarik tali topaz won damn them.. hahah lol it was so funny we were all cheering for emerald and when they switched sides, suddenly we hear bye carmen!! haha it was ning pei running towards the other side to support topaz.. lol..then at the end alot of form 5's came to take group picss... for every photo we took we shouted a differrent word.. lol..SPM .. haha yeah so thats what happened la.. then after that me, wilson, alia, np, keith, carmen, jen, bee and loi went to central market to make out class t-shirts.. then np and keith left us and we went to pavillion.. lepak there, ate and then it was only me, wilson, alia, oc and jen left so we watched a movie,, Role Model,, i didn't exactly watch la.. i slept through out the whole movie.. i was damn tired.. then i got back at 9.30 and now i dunno what else to write so photos..
The "Most Discussed Person of the Day"

Random hahah..

My Best Boys!! :(.. actually now its one.. cuz wilson left

WOHOOOO !! AMETHYST

LOL!! LES THIS IS FOR YOU SINCE U LOVE IT SOOO MUCH RITE?? HAHA :D

:(

lol.. semangat hahaha
np sorryyyyy
The only ppl from the group that actually SUPPORTS AMETHYST!! duh cuz we are in amethyst
EWWWWW hahah

lol.. random again

Lol..

Jag emoing.. haah
AHH sad sad sad photo.. notice ning pei holdin the topaz sign?? haha traitor..

[INFO] OFFICIAL TVXQ FAN CLUB IN MALAYSIA Re-launching! (TVXQ/DBSK/Tohoshinki/東方神起/동방신기)

2009-02-28T21:58:00.002+08:00

Oh my, this is like, a dream come true! By joining their Official TVXQ! Fan Club in Malaysia, I'll be another step nearer to Dong Bang :D *lets go heart balloons* Anyway, details are as follows for people who're lazy to click on the picture, which I doubt because you girls are gonna worship this poster 8D:

Official TVXQ! Fan Club in Malaysia RE-LAUNCHING!
and open for registration!

A TVXQ! Fan Club for all fans in South East Asia.
FIRST KICK OFF - Registration opens for all Malaysians.

Registration Fee
Malaysian Residents: Rm 40

Registration Period
Malaysia Residents: 1 March 2009 - 31 March 2009

For more info, please log onto
www.official-my-tvxq.com

or email us at
enquiry@official-my-tvxq.com

Heads-up: jaelunnie @dbsg
Credits: official-my-tvxq + TVXQfever

[PICS] The Secret Code Album (TVXQ/DBSK/Tohoshinki/東方神起/동방신기)

2009-02-27T17:43:00.002+08:00

I love how in almost every single album cover/photoshoot, Yunho will always, always look at Jaejoong. Is that some tactic LSM created so that for us Yunjae fans will buy the album? 8D And those numbers on the walls and ground, it goes hand in hand with their "The Secret Code" ^^

Credits: as tagged + Baidu + TVXQfever

[RANDOM] You Know You're Obsessed When…

2009-02-27T17:42:00.002+08:00

Hello Hello :D I wonder if any of you ever read this? This is seriously amusing ^-^ I'm just spreading the love rofl.

I didn't write this xD I'm reposting, and I shrunk the size 'cause it's a long list...

YOU KNOW YOU'RE OBSESSED WITH DBSK WHEN YOU:
1. Buy a new phone because the old one didn’t let you put DBSK ringtones

2. Set your internet passwords to go along the lines of ‘Yunjaeyoosumin♥’ and 'DBSKHwaiting!'

3. Have your computer desktop icons moved because, ‘they were covering Jaejoong’s face’.

4. Cry when you see them perform…on tv.

5. Have already thought up the names of your future children with them.

6. You want a p*n*s so that you can join the fun you KNOW is going on.

7. Hear people call them gay and you get excited and say ‘Really? Who do you think is dating who?’

8. Refuse to call them a ‘boy band’ and call them ‘man band’ or ‘acapella dance group’.

9. Place health, family, and school 2nd behind watching streaming DBSK and fangirling.

10. Date an Asian just to be one step closer.

11. Hum DBSK songs when passing Asians in hopes they’ll talk to you.

12. Cut your hair like one of the members.

13. Start learning Korean or Japanese just in case you ever meet them.

14. Curse Cassiopeia, but praise them for their fancams.

15. Realized you were a pedophile the first time you watched Hug.

16. Realize you have more fangirl friends than real friends…

17. Celebrate the members’ birthdays, but not your significant other’s.

18. Have turned your mother into a fangirl, and have moved on to your dad.

19. Debate whether you should eat for the next month or get that new photobook.

20. Read Fanfiction at work/school.

21. Write Fanfiction at work/school.

22. Start believing Mpreg might be possible.

23. Learn Photoshop just so you can draw naked fanart.

24. Have at least one Photoshoped photo of the members as girls.

25. Rank the men you meet from ‘not even human’ to ‘godly like DBSK’.

26. Buy a 1TB external hard drive for all the HQ & HD DBSK goodness.

27. Have uploaded a video on youtube related to DBSK.

28. Hear the word OT5 and get mental pictures.

29. Have made it your life mission to convert everyone to the DBSK way.

30. Join LiveJournal just for the DBSG community.

31. Join Soompi for the same reason.

32. Buy their album…all 4 versions…

33. Snarl like an animal at any female they get close to (or in some instances, wish you were that girl).

34. Get confused in biology when they tell you ‘Sheep’ and ‘Bunnies’ can’t have babies.

35. Squeal w/joy when you find out ‘Lions’ and ‘Tigers’ CAN have babies.

36. Expect every singer to be able to sing in 4 languages.

37. Know the Korean fan chants and scream while you watch them perform.

38. Hear people talk about them breaking up you yell, ‘5-1=0, 5-1=0!!!!’

39. Ask your significant lover to ‘squeal like a dolphin’ and get upset when they don’t do it right.

40. Associate the word ‘duck’ with Xiah’s generous posterior.

41. Expect ‘Eu Kyung Kyung’ to come out in the dictionary.

42. Realize you channel Sir Mix-a-Lot every time you see Junsu’s butt.

43. Find yourself understanding and laughing at Xiah’s oyagi gags.

44. Don’t think playing soccer on someone’s forehead is impossible.

45. Think Chunglish is an actual language, and study it.

46. Start to think guys that cry in public are ‘f*cking sexy’.

47. Begin wearing shoes w/o socks because Micky does it.

48. Find that Micky Mouse ears turn you on.

49. Swear MinxFood is your OTP.

50. Found yourself shopping for Mangdoongie at the pet store.

51. Expect all Asians to be as tall as Max.

52. Freak out that the songs on the radio don’t have a ‘sonic scream’.

53. Start to think Max’s so snarky he might be Snape’s nephew.

54. Think all leaders should be like Yunho, and get disappointed when they aren’t.

55. Have read/written a haiku about U-Know’s lip mole.

56. Love that U-Know thinks Bambi is a girl.

57. Acquire an obsession with moobs.

58. Ask your significant other why THEY don’t have a small face like U-Know.

59. Swear that Hero could win the title of ‘Miss Universe’ if only they allowed men to enter.

60. Know Hero can’t dance (well) and Don’t F***ing Care.

61. Think Hamtaro PJs are the sex.

62. Find that expressionless men are your ideal.

63. Realize you’re a sadist when you see Jaejoong tied to a wall.

64. The top 30 songs on your iTunes are all by DBSK.

65. Automatically classify anyone who doesn't know who DBSK are as clueless idiots as inferior human beings.

66. Feel the need to listen to DBSK 24/7...even in your sleep.

67. See a mirror and think 'MIROTIC'. (ILU JJ FOR THAT)

68. Acquire a fetish for black silk. (THX MIROTIC)

69. See the number 69 and you wonder which members are at it right now.

70. Cry when people say DBSK is getting old.

71. Play word-association and the first thing that comes to mind has to do with DBSK...even the word sardine.

72. Think men look better with eyeliner.

73. Have a spontaneous orgasm at the mention of anything DBSK related.

74. Think it's normal for men to wear more bling than you.

75. Don't know Korean, but can correctly sing every single song with perfect pronunciation.

76. Cosplay/Consider-Cosplyaing as one of the boy's Balloons outfits, and going to an anime convention to see how many people glomp the shit out of you.

77. Name your new puppy 'Max' or 'Hero' in honor of DBSK.

78. Start adorning your msn-chats/text messages with emoticons (when you used to hate those things) after you found out Jae does it.

79. No longer think purses aren't gender specific.

80. Know & celebrate their birthdays, but can't remember your friends' OR parents...hm...

81. Compare the age of every person you meet how old they'd be in relation to -insert member here-.

82. Buy things with the color red simply because it's DBSK's color.

83. Have pictures of them on your school supplies.

84. Have had to explain who they are to a teacher because he/she noticed the pictures on your school supplies.

85. Have learned the moves to more than one of their dances.

86. Would gladly date one of their siblings, if only because that would mean you were related to them.

87. Move a guy closer to the top of your 'who I'd date list' just because he is a fanboy.

88. Are confident you'd be instant friends with just about every other DBSK fangirl, even if you didn't speak the same language.

89. Giggled when you first heard the new album was called Mirotic, because you knew they wanted to call it 'Erotic', but couldn't.

90. Spontaneously orgasm every time somebody says 'HEY!' to you. (thank you Mirotic Album)

91. Swear the Cartier Love Rings prove, beyond a shadow of a doubt, that Jaeho is infact real.

92. Love the fact that some people still believe they are straight.

93. Get mad when a non-fan calls them gay, since they are using it as an insult, but when a fan says it, you spend the next few hours debating parings and end up remembering ot5 is the real heart of the matter.

94. Say red is your favorite color, even if it isnt.

95. Curse Lee SooMan for knowing how to rape you of any money you planned on having, ever.

96. Have convinced yourself that 6 years (or more) is not really that big of an age difference when it comes to dating/getting married (just because you'd like to believe you had a chance with them if you met them).

97. At one point or another you joked about/seriously considered nameing one of your current/future children after them.

98. Are determined to turn your current/future son into a fanboy.

99. Realize the most organized folder on your computer is the one that holds your pictures of DBSK, all 1,000+ of them...

100. Laugh when you realize jae's nickname is 'BooJae', because now anytime Yunho says, 'My Boo' (which is often), it's more proof of the Jaeho lovin'.

101. Notice that Yunho used to say JaeJae was his BFF4L, but now he says its Minmin, thus implying that Jaeho MUST have accepted Min into their lovin'. Tru Fax.

102. Utterly LOVE the person who came up with the idea that the boys turn and sing to each other during their powerballads (whoever that was).

103. Swear that X-Man was the greatest show ever invented, since you could watch dbsk do the most random shit ever.

104. Learn how to play korean games, like OF COURSE, just because DBSK play it (and cuz you, like Min, want to intimidate your friends into telling everything).

105. Know MinMin watches porn, and love it (he's one of us!).

106. Know more about DBSK then you do your own relatives (oh yes, its true, and you know it).

107. Watched 'the lion king' and decided what DBSK members would be which characters.

108. Meet DBSK fans whereever you go, including a Dir en Grey concert (spend the 5 hours in line fangirling dbsk, not diru).

109. Immediately blame any outfit and/or hairstyle you don't like on the boys' stylists, even if you're looking at stalker pictures and its obvious the boys chose it themselves.

110. Believe DBSK is a health hazard, because you are seriously worried they might give you a heart attack one day (yoosumin sexy counting anyone?), though you would die happy.

111. Have written "I love DBSK" or something similar in the sand on a beach.

112. Have learned to write in Korean, but only the boys' names...

113. Have used DBSK in more than one school project for which you earned a grade.

114. Have wished more than once that you were one of the boys' microphones.

115. Have fanfiction as the primary source of literature in your life.

116. Stay up all night watching an award show streaming live from halfway across the world in a language you don't understand, just to see them perform and see which awards they won, and even end up late for work, but it's worth it.

117. Use their scant, and awkwardly worded, English phrases in your daily life. Ex. "Let's do this!"

118. Have looked up Jaejoong's hamtaro PJ's up on E-bay and Seriously considered buying them.

119. Know more about gay sex than some actual gay people. Yes, you've read THAT MANY smut fics.

120. Dream about DBSK or DBSK related things almost every single night.

121. Spazz when one of them looks straight at a fancam even though you know they aren't exactly looking at you.

122. Buy a new computer just to do DBSK stuff.

123. Go to the Korean CDs section first, to see if they have DBSK's album.

124. Start to imagine how Yunjae's babies will look like whenever you see some cute babies.

125. Jam out full blast in your car to DBSK. Rollin'!

126. Ignore your severe lack of wallspace and order the Mirotic poster, cuz of the Ho!nips.

127. Give DBSK names to all your electronics.

128. Then cry when you drop 'Junsu' the cellphone.

129. Proudly display your DBSK collection despite disapproval by the parentals.

130. Write your name + a member on every piece of blank (and sometimes not blank) paper you find.

131. Have your 'ideal man' list consisting of DBSK attributes. (big butt, small face, broad shoulders...)

132. Think Yunho's scar is so sexy, you almost want to cut up your boyfriend's face so he has one too.

133. Try to figure out who's last name would fit better with your first name...in case you got married...

134. Support all SM artists, since they've probably talked to DBSK.

135. Stand next tall people and pretend they're DBSK.

136. Have joined every DBSK related community on Livejoural & Soompi...EVERY community.

137. Find any possible excuse to use some of Changmin's UFO replies in real life.

138. Stay up into the wee hours of the morning checking what you've done off this list.

139. Send videos of the boys singing 'Happy Birthday' to your friends on THEIR birthdays.

140. Find out that lonely girl int he corner of the classroom is a DBSK fangirl and you become friends.

141. Sit in class and all the people around you now know who DBSK are.

142. Think of Jaejoong anytime anyone mentions Heroes.

143. Sqeal with delight upon discovering your school color is going to be red, and yell out 'DBSK HWAITING!' at pep-rallies.

144. Add '...in bed with DBSK' when reading out your fortune cookies.

145. No longer find 'trap stamp' tattoos on men strange.

(SERIOUS!) CREDIT: hoshiko_malfoy @ LJ

The highlighted ones is the one i did

Raptai Sukan

2009-02-27T16:43:00.007+08:00

Today was raptai sukan and i'm lazy to write.. just look at the photos kay??

[PIC] 27th Single Take Your Hands

2009-02-26T22:17:00.001+08:00

That’s right! It seems like Survivor JUST came out and here comes another single preview. The title is ‘Take Your Hands’.

[TRANS] W-inds member Keita's Reply to “Which Celeb Have You Been Interacting With Lately"

2009-02-26T22:01:00.000+08:00

"At the end of last year, when TVXQ attended a variety show, JaeJoong said "Please come to Korea. I welcome you." We even exchanged numbers. Although the show ended, I hope we can still meet during music programs. I feel really happy."

There is a great bond between these two groups. They both attended last year's CDTV event. When TVXQ's name was annouced, W-inds immediately stood up and shouted "Congratulations!" Jaejoong then thanked them. They're very friendly with each other backstage too.

Source: OhMicky.ifensi.com
Translated by: Choco@TVXQFever

[INFO] MNet Wide 2009 List of 100 Flower Boys (TVXQ/DBSK/Tohoshinki/東方神起/동방신기)

2009-02-26T21:17:00.001+08:00

1. Lee Minho
2. Kang Dong Won
3. Kim Bum
4. Yoongwoong Jaejoong (DBSK)
5. Matsumoto Jun (Arashi)
6. Kim Hyunjoong (SS501)
7. Nick Khun
8. Jung Il Woo
9. Oguri Shun
10. Jo In Sung

11. Moon Mason
12. Joo Ji Hoon
13. Vic Zhou
14. Taemin (SHINee)
15. Lee Yong Dae
16. Micky Yoochun (DBSK)
17. Akanishi Jin (Kat-tun)
18. Kim Jae Wook
19. Yamamini coopera Tomohisa/Yamapi (NewS)
20. Jang Geun Suk

21. Minho (SHINee)
22. Heechul (Super Junior)
23. Boyd Holbrook (model)
24. Kim Yo-Han
25. Lee Jun Ki
26. Ji Seung Jun (Shoot Dori)
27. Andrea Goldberg (Model)
28. Kibum (Super Junior)
29. Ji Hyun Woo
30. Yoo Seung Ho

31. Choikang Changmin (DBSK)
32. Tamaki Hiroshi
33. Yoo Ah In
34. Hongki (FT Island)
35. Mokomichi Hayami
36. TOP (Big Bang)
37. Hyunbin
38. Lee Seung Gi
39. Gaspard Ulliel
40. Kamenashi Kazuya (KAT-TUN)

41. Sungmin (Super Junior)
42. Hwang Kidong
43. Teppei Koike (WAT)
44. Lee Dong Wook
45. Mun Sungmin
46. Ricky Kaka
47. Se7en
48. Jung Eui Chul
49. Tsumabuki Satoshi
50. U-know Yunho (DBSK)

(the rest of the list
51. G-Dragon (Big Bang)
52. Zack Efron
53. Lee Dong Gun
54. Miura Haruma
55. Im Joo Hwan
56. Nicholas Holt
57. Cheon Jeong Myeong
58. Kim Hyungjoon (SS501)
59. Park Tae Hwan
60. Ryan Curry

61. Shin Min Cheol
62. Mitchell Scott Hewer
63. Kyuhyun (Super Junior)
64. Mingus Lucien Reedus
65. Kim Hyesung
66. Donghae (Super Junior)
67. Kim Dong Wook
68. Joe Cheng
69. Fredrik Stenman
70. Joseph McManners

71. Park Hae Jin
72. Siwon (Super Junior)
73. Kim Jung Hoon
74. Matsuda Shota
75. Kim Joon
76. Nu Min Woo (Trax)
77. Baek Ji hoon
78. Chase Crawford
79. Baek Seung Hyun
80. Onew (SHINee)

81. Evan Yoo
82. Toma Ikuta
83. Hong Jong Hyun
84. Jonghun (FT Island)
85. John G Weir
86. Song Joong Ki
87. Eita
88. Kim Si Hoo
89. Robert Pattinson
90. Lee Wan

91. Sung Je (Supernova)
92. Lee Hyun Jin
93. Matt Anderson (Volleyball player)
94. Jinwoon (2AM)
95. Jiro Wang (Fahrenheit)
96. Chris (Battle)
97. Ben Barnes
98. Kim Min Seok
99. Taegoon
100. Lee Hae Woo

Credits: MNet Wide + youtube + naver, + gyalmo @soompi + Gnignaw @soompi (for korean list and yanasot) + Luvables @soompi (for translating) + Tiffany<3> Yunho @TVXQaustralia
Shared by: TVXQfever

WOHOOOO MY JJ IS NUMBER 4 WEI!! hehehe

2009-02-25T22:49:00.000+08:00

I'M DAMN STRESSED!! SERIOUSLY I GIVE UP LA!!

PROM COMMITTEE 2009

2009-02-25T21:16:00.000+08:00

YOUR PROM COMMITEE 2009

2009-02-24T22:29:00.003+08:00

Okay i changed my blog template.. now my blogs more girly!! cuz its more pink... anyways, I cant sleep.. cant study. wanna know why?? because my mind is on DBSK!! ever since i read that kuala lumpur was on their tour list, i have been obsessing bout it!!! ARGHH!!! i am speecheless... i really have nothing to say except PLEASE????????????? :(
make it happen!!

SURVIVOR

2009-02-24T19:43:00.002+08:00

Survivor- Japanese Lyrics

Everytime, everyday

ima dare mo ga survivor

Looking for everywhere

kono jitai ni don't give up

koko kara tachiagatte

hikari sagashi te

chansu ni kaeyo u

issho ni Let's try

oh baby let's try

kokoro ni One Smile

mitsuke tara Shine on me

Two Smiles

kasane tara Shine on me

sekai ga kagayaku you ni

Smile, Smile

ikinuku Survivor!

kimi ga ire ba

mawarimichi de mo Not so bad

wasurekake ta taisetsu na mono Remember

hitori de ha deki nai koto demo

kimochi o awase te hajimere ba We can

Oh baby we can

doko ka ni One Dream

itsu no hi ka Still on

Two Dream

ugokidasu Brand new worldand someone to love

Dream Dream

dakishime te

kokoro ni One Love

amini coopera nara So easy

Two Love(s)

tsunai dara Be happy

jibun o shinjiru you n

Love Love

Ikinuku Survivor

dare mo ga Survivor

tomoni iku Survivor

Smile and dream now

Everybody Everybody night

kokoro ni One Smile

mitsuke tara Shine on me

Two Smiles

kasane tara

sekai ga kagayaku you ni

Smile, Smile

dakishime te ikiyo u

kokoro ni One Love

amini coopera nara So easy

Two Love(s)

tsunai dara Be happy

jibun o shinjiru you n

Love Love

Ikinuku Survivor

MIROTIC Concert: 5 Kinds of Luxury Factors

2009-02-24T19:17:00.000+08:00

Dong Bang Shin Ki finally finished their MIROTIC concert in Seoul yesterday which was held for 3 days, from February 20th - 22nd at Seoul Olympic Park Gymnastics Stadium, thus announced their kick off to their third Asia live concert tour, TVXQ THE 3rd ASIA TOUR CONCERT-MIROTIC.

The concert hall has capacity of 12,000 people, and as the 3 days MIROTIC concert tickets are all sold out, the audiences that filled the hall for three days straight are 36,000 people. TVXQ’s MIROTIC concert that was running for 2 hours and 30 minutes gave a spectacular attraction as being evaluated.

The MIROTIC concert showed performances taken from their 4th album released last year with the same title. All Dong Bang Shin Ki members were highlighted for their most outstanding abilities and their performances were called ‘ARTISTIC’, which means the audiences could interacted with the stars during the concert with ‘FANTASTIC’ concept under three kinds of configurations.

There are 5 kinds of luxury factors that can be said as the main points of this concert. The first one is of course, the singing/music ability of all 5 members.

MIROTIC concert was a live concert, and for those who doubt about Dong Bang Shin Ki’s live singing ability, should reconsider their thought again. Dong Bang Shin Ki has proved their singing ability live in many aspects. The MR video evindences, for instance. Netizens recently found another tool to remove music recording (MR) so that only the singers’ voices that would be clearly heard, and Dong Bang Shin Ki gracefully surpassed all netizens’ expectations, as their voices are not an inch close to error. This concert is only one of the proofs.

After three consecutive songs with powerful performance, even in ballads, their amount of mistakes is still tollerable. Tone was not shaking, and the audiences were all attracted by the members’ well-performed stage actions.

Second factor is the direction/the flow of the concert.

MIROTIC concert was definitely directed smoothly. There were 26 songs in total performed within 2 hours and 30 minutes made the costume changing time was so tight, yet they managed to run everything well. Videos that were inserted between this short of time were extremely well-made, the high quality ones.

Lead to the next gig, ‘Balloons’ performance that became natural bridge to the childhood times and Choikang Changmin’s performance of ‘Oh Yoo Way’ showing his electric guitar plays, inserted rock vibe to the song (T/N and some lines I really can’t get the meaning at all).

Off to the third factor, the many stage devices. A super wide LED screen 56m x 6m size built at the background. There were also five small-screens, to show each individual members on the screen. Stage direction was also installed on the top of the stage added up circle line device which consisted of 310 circular fluorescent lamps, and 8 meters high lift was also fantastic.

Fourth, Dong Bang Shin Ki’s ability to make climax of the concert and charisma to lead the audiences made 2 hours and 30 minutes was just not enough.

And the wide range of age of the audiences watching this concert would be the fifth. Fans brought their families, because even people in their 30-40 could enjoyed the show when mostly idol groups can only be accepted by people in 10-20 range of age.

This is not surprising as Dong Bang Shin Ki really knows how to treat their wide age-range of fans. For the youngsters, a short yet sweet performance of “Lullaby Eunhasu” and “Balloons” could fulfilled their taste. In mean time for the olders, “It’s My World”, which was one of a hit aged song was also performed.

MIROTIC concert wasn’t only watched by “ordinary” people. Stars from variety of fields were also coming. The swimming star Park Tae-hwan, basketball star Yang Hui-jong, model Lee Hyo-jae, Kim Hyoon-joong, Yeon Jeong-hoon, Park Ji Bin, Nick Bass, Justin Timberlake’s choreographer were spotted among the audiences, enjoying the feast of TVXQ.

And on the top of that, this is just the start. TVXQ THE 3rd ASIA TOUR CONCERT-MIROTIC will continue to Taipei, Bangkok, KUALA LUMPUR, Shanghai, Beijing, and another tour in 6 cities in Japan.

WHAT DOES KUALA LUMPUR MEAN??? ARE U KIDDING ME?? OMG OMG OMG I CANT BREATHE RIGHT NOW!! I THINK I MIGHT FAINT!! AHHHHHHHHHH

2009-02-24T00:13:00.000+08:00

i am trying to upload the survivor video but it wont upload! DAMN IT I WANNA WATCH JJ OVER AND OVER AGAIN HAHAHAHA!!

[LYRICS] Survivor

2009-02-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

Englsih Translation

Everytime, everyday
everybody now is a survivor
Looking for everywhere
In this case, don't give up

Standing up from here
searching for the light
Together we have a chance
to change, so let's try
oh baby let's try

With One Smile
you find a heart Shine on me
Two Smiles
that we can join, Shine on me
Shine like the world does
Smile, Smile
Survive, Survivor!

Even if you're going
on a u-turn, it's not so bad
remember something important
Being alone is too hard
We can unite our feelings / thoughts to begin
Oh baby we can

Somewhere there's One Dream
With the main aim to Still (going) on
Two Dreams for a Brand new world
and someone to love
Dream Dream
Let's hug

With One Love
Tomorrow can be So easy
Two Love(s)
that we can join to Be happy
believe in yourself
Love Love
Survive, Survivor

Everyone is a Survivor
Together we are Survivors
Smile and dream now
Everybody Everybody night

With One Smile
you find a heart Shine on me
Two Smiles
that we can join,
Shine like the world does
Smile, Smile
Let’s hug

With One Love
Tomorrow can be So easy
Two Love(s)
that we can join to Be happy
believe in yourself
Love Love
Survive, Survivor

SURVIVOR

2009-02-23T18:17:00.000+08:00

The preview of the song survivor is out!! i love it!! ahhh

JJ SAYS "I had so much fun^^ Thank You & Love You!!!!!"
AWWW I LOVE YOU TOO!! :p

AND AND AND WAIT FOR IT WAIT FOR IT..

HAHAHA MY JJ ON A BICYCLE IN THE AIR!! :D

2009-02-22T22:22:00.000+08:00

I CANT DO ANYTHING!! i cant sleep, eat or study cuz i'm just thinking about DBSK!!! I REALLY AM SOOOOO SOOOOO SOOOO DESPERATE FOR THEM TO COME HERE!! SHITLA IM SCREWED!! i cant go on like this anymore!! i have TO STUDY but i always end up DBSK-ing!! CRAP! haihhhh kk im gonna go try and study!! BYE ! I LOVE YOONG WOONG JAE JOONG!!!

2009-02-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

THATS IT.. THE MIROTIC CONCERT IN KOREA HAS FINALLY ENDED TODAY! I PRAY TO GOD THAT THEY'LL MAKE A STOP HERE!! PLEASE GOD!!!!!!!! GOOD JOB BOYS!!! HWATING JAE JOONG! LOL..

2009-02-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

Hello, T here.

東方神起

The 3RD ASIA TOUR CONCERT

MIROTIC

IN SEOUL

Finally... It's the last day.

Until that moment the show ends!!!

To Dong Bang Shin Ki ...

Will you send a cheer of great passion~?

Dead, please join!

Thank you. ^_^

2009-02-22T18:11:00.000+08:00

[My Daily = Park Yoon-goong News]

Dong Bang Shin Ki is definitely hot. With their explosive performance, sweet ballads, and strong dance, the five-members group TVXQ attracted 12,000 fans who are being fall under their spell.

Dong Bang Shin Ki on February 21 at 7 pm at Seoul Olympic Park Gymnastics Stadium held “TVXQ 3rd Asia Live Tour - MIROTIC”, the second day. Dong Bang Shin Ki’s concert in Seoul will be hold for 3 days with in total 36,000 fans will attend.

The concert stage was covered by red light as their symbolize color before the concert started. The opening show began with mysterious-theme video before finally 5 members of TVXQ appeared in the venue.

As the first attack, ‘Hey!’ song from their 4th album was performed as an announcement that the concert had just begun. Next, TVXQ who appeared wearing neat suits, performed “Aknyeo” and “Rising Sun”. Already 3 songs done, the boys finally greeted their audiences. The lines such as “I’ve been waiting for this moment to meet you all,” and “Already 2 years, right? I missed you too,” were saying as to give closeness between them and their fans.

Greeting done, TVXQ showed another great performances on the 4 next tracks: “Paradise”, “Rainbow”, “Love In The Ice”, and “Mirotic”. All the performances run smoothly for all 26 songs fulfilling entire night.

TVXQ concert consists of harmony, as well as sweet and powerful stage manners. Above all, the five members also showed off their own color as each of them had a solo stage planned. These solo stages had been done ever since TVXQ’s first concert and not only meant to show the uniqueness of each member, yet fans always raised their expectations on each of them thus created competitive atmosphere among the five members to deliver their best skills.

Let’s cut the tape to the first solo show, done by Micky Yoochun. Neatly dressed in pink shirt Micky Yoochun showed a soft stage manner. He played keyboard live, was singing song from the 4th album which is also his very own self-composed song, “Love Bye Love”. The sweet piano melody and his low voice attracted fans and they’re all silent, listening to the soft performance.

The rocker of Dong Bang Shin Ki was up next. Hero Jaejoong delivered his tender rock style singing an old song “It’s My World”, his voice was so tough and stable.

Strong and high voice of the young attractive Choikang Changmin singing an english song titled “Upon This Rock” caught attention from fans.

Already being comforted and hyped up by the earlier three solo stages, Xiah Junsu and U-Know Yunho took over the stage with their powerful and sexy vibe.

Had been known by his sweet softness ballad, Xiah Junsu chose sexy performance instead. He did his powerful solo titled “XIAHTIC” which was featuring powerful and sexy female dancers, and choreography of the dance showed sexiness to the fullest.

XIAHTIC was also featuring TVXQ’s junior Key from SHINee as the rapper.

Not stop at Xiah, the solo stage done by U-Know Yunho was also too hot. U-Know Yunho did his self-composed song “Check Mate” whose dance was unique, reminiscent of Michael Jackson dance to the hot stage.

In addition to the brilliant performance by TVXQ full filled the stage, this song titled “Moon” performed by Choikang Changmin, with the other 4 members were wire-hung, as if they were flying on the sky. By the time, the concert run to the final performance of Jaurim, ‘Ha, ha, ha” and called on fans to meet an exhilarating performance.

In this concert, Dong Bang Shin Ki also performed their old songs. However they didn’t just sing them, they enhanced the pleasure of the song by performing them in different and new arrangements. Their debut song “Hug” was sung in a wild rock version, fans could felt the energy of it. The cheerful track “Balloons” got done in soft ‘accoustic/bossanova version’ as the members put a rich harmony in it. While Balloons was performed, at the center of the stage the five members’ childhood pictures were displayed.

Finally, this 2 years waiting domestic concert was ended by the members greeting the audiences for the last time. “Did you have a great time?” and saying goodbye yet then the boys surprised the fans by performing “Tonight” before the real encore was finally proceed.

Just PHOTOS of JJ...

2009-02-22T00:53:00.000+08:00

i cant help it seriously!

JJ/ MIROTIC TOUR PHOTOS

2009-02-22T00:39:00.000+08:00

lets see.. photos or no photos?? PHOTOS DEFINITELY!!

I WANT THE T-SHIRT!!

GUNS FOR WRONG NUMBER!

ALL THE PHOTOS ARE RELATED TO THE CONCERT! :)

2009-02-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

OMG I JUST WATCHED THE SM TOWN VIDEOS THAT FOCUSED ONLY ON JAE JOONG AND OH MY... HE'S ONLY WEARING A JACKET AND HE KEEPS JUMPING AROUND IT LOOKS LIKE ITS GONNA FALL OFF! AND DURING THE "O" PERFORMANCE HE TOOK IT HALF OFF!! AHHH I'M GONNA DIE!! OH YEAH I'M LOOKING FOR THE MIROTIC TOUR STUFF NOW UPDATE MORE LATER!